The thing that fills you up might be the hardest to do

This blog gives me the most joy, I feel full when I am able to express myself through writing.

Which is comical.

I identify myself as a terrible writer. That I’m not good and have always been bad, stemming all the way to 3rd grad when my mom hired a summer writing tutor for me.

But I enjoy it. And it seems that my message leaves an impact.

But as much as I enjoy it, I hold fear in writing right now. And I think it’s in fear of being competent. And what would happen if this actually took off.

Im leaving into the fear and writing.

my grammar might not be good ;) and I may have far too many run on sentences for anyones liking.

But if you can get past that, because I can, then there is a story to hear.

I never felt my story had a right to be shared. Actually, I believed for a long time I didn’t have a story. I believed I was living everyone else’s life and I was defined by others. I thought their stories and their impact on my life was my only identity.

My life experiences are not unique. Others have been there, others have experienced similar, better or worse circumstances.

But.

I have learned insurmountable lessons. I’ve grown more in my 24 years than I think some have in their longer life.

I don’t say this to boast or to create a tier for myself to fall on.

I use this platform to bring perspective, insight for myself and what I’ve learned. as well as for my readers, whoever you may be.

I want us to be self aware and find clarity in the emotions we feel, actions we take and actions other do onto us.

Our lives are all experiences complied into a story that we get to create & share.

I hope that by shifting our perspectives, each story is no longer a burden, victim or low vibration. Instead all the pain or joy or animosity you may experience can turn into your bigger purpose.

I can’t define what that might look like for you.

But I can be a tool for you to create insight into your journey so that you can write your story how you want it.

We can’t control what happens to us, but we can control how we respond. And we can control how we write about it.

Perspective. Shifts. The story.